Saturday, September 11, 2010

2nd day of raya.

She was so strong. So humble. So kind. So caring. She always cared for her sons, daughters,and her grandchildren. There's too many good things to talk about her. Really. She's a superwoman. I don't know where to start... Ok here it goes. Today morning nenek passed away. I really feel the pain and sadness. Alhamdulilha, jenazahnya dikebumikan dengan selamat. But I still can't believe she's gone. Its like awkward that she's not at home. When we got back, we sat beside her bed, we were looking at her bed. All the times of her smiling, sitting, came gushing back. She's just soo great. A great mom. A great grandmother. Masyaallah. Words can't describe the great women. Im not exaggerating. Serious. But no matter what, yang pergi takkan kembali. Im just remebering the sacrifices she had made.

So this is how my Hari Raya is. First day went to nenek house like almost the whole day, as she was sick. We were all really sad. Its sad to see her lying down on the bed. Very fragile. 2nd day she's already not here with us. So imagine, the sadness. Just days before she was smiling and talking to us and now...

Masyaallah. So if who's reading this, at least hadiahkan al-fatiha? Semoga Allah taala meletakkan nenek ku bersama orang-orang yang beriman, yang telah pergi sebelum kita. Al-fatiha, kepada Allahyarhamah Sunyar Binte Mokhtar..